My head hangs low as the thoughts I have weigh it down. Stress keeps growing, invading my mind all around. Blood pressure rising and falling. Sleepless nights the tossing and turning, keeps my mind burning.
Different situations have my mind stirring. I try and look on the bright side of things, focus on my goals and dreams, but certain situations force them all down stream, making me so pissed off I want to scream, release some this stress because it's driving me insane.
Trying to keep my composure, but these thoughts keep flashing leaving lasting impressions. I blame this depression on this current recession. Or is it my fault that I thought I could live a little high life on my meager means?
Hey, I could only dream; and I did, but it spiraled into a nightmare, one I wish I could awaken from, but I'm stuck marching to the beat of my own lonely drum. I know I'm not in this parade alone.
With these thoughts is a lesson learned. The stress of it all has transformed me and conformed me to live a true reality, that I am not yet able to live the life that I seek out for me, at least not yet anyway. Some day soon I will have my way.
Hopefully these stressful situations go away. Leaving me to breathe easy.
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