Do I Dare

Sometimes I sit and close my eyes...and remember all the good things were shared...my eyes swell up with tears from all the times you said you cared... I can't help but wonder what would happen if I traveled down that road again...do I dare??

I look at old pictures of us together, through all season of the weather, summer time always makes me laugh because I remember us being silly together, Autumn makes me warm with thoughts of how you would hold me all night long, winter sometimes got lonely...because that's when you really got busy, spring was the best because that's when I felt our love was overly strong....I can't help but wonder what would happen if I traveled down that road again....do I dare??

I can't help but remember all the arguments we had...the he say she say...the yelling back and forth...the cursing... each other, the nose to nose yelling...I can't even recall what it was all about... but in a few days...when we had our break one of us would apologize for being so irate..I can't help but wonder what would happen if I traveled down that road again...do I dare?

I remember those days I called on you when I was crying because everything seemed to be going wrong, you didn't say anything you just listened as you held me in your arms, my head on your chest and your heart beat going strong... Squeezing me so gently..stroking my hair... sometimes when I'm feeling that way, I wish you were there...I can't help but wonder what would happen if I traveled down that road again....do I dare??


I can't lie my heart still flutters when you name come up...or the smell of your cologne is floating in the air... I drive by where we first met and at first glance I see your image standing there...Call me crazy for missing you the way that I do...I can't help it, your the first one I gave my all...my everything...my heart too.. I can't help but wonder what would happen if I traveled down that road again...do I dare...


People always say "let the past stay in the past" but I don't think they ever experienced a love like we had...So I must say this with a heavy heart... and do what I should have done from the start...Say good bye to you forever, ending this love tortured soul with a barricade...barb wire, and brick wall...As much as I love you, I do not dare travel down that same road...my heart can't take it..so of you I must let go.

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