This Feeling

I got this one type of feeling, this one feeling I can't seem to escape... This one type feeling that's keeping my emotions hanging by a frail tail.. This one type feeling I just can't seem to shake... One minute I feel like this..the next I feel like that...I wish I wouldn't feel like that....


Most of the time I'm such a laid back, happy person...but every now and then I feel like this person still needs to do some soul searching to find out if this feeling I shouldn't ignore...I got this one type feeling...This feeling I can't seem to escape...


On the outside I may seem all smiles...cracking jokes a mile a minute...but inside..insides a different story...Inside a tortured soul...Cold hearted and lonely..BUT WHY! Life could be much worse for me...I couldn't be homeless, jobless, and diseased ridden...SO WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME!!


I got this one type of feeling, this one feeling I can't seem to escape...This one type feeling that's keeping my emotions hanging by a frail tail... It's not every day I get this feeling, but when I do it hits me hard... So hard..I fall and feel like I can't climb out the ditch that I'm in... This feeling should be a sin...


If I laid down tonight and was to die....I bet this feeling would still be alive... hovering over my grave site..like girl you can't leave me... you think dying will defeat me...I'll follow you til the ends of earth...and even then I'm the feeling that just gets worse... UGH! this feeling should be electrocuted, making me feel so prosecuted..


I got this one type feeling...this one type feeling..this feeling I can't seem to escape... At this rate who knows what is to happen. Tomorrow I might be on top of the world...Like nothing can touch me... But right..I feel so low...lower than a worms belly... Sadly I can't understand why I got this feeling...What's the meaning??


I ask this question, but won't get an answer...Let it blow in the wind or let it fester...This feeling got me feeling like I'm pregnant in my third trimester...ready to drop it off!! I must admit that this as I'm writing...this feeling is beginning to lighten...So if this is how I ease my mind.. This I'll continue to do to unwind...


I got this one type feeling...This one feeling I thought I couldn't escape... I closed my eyes..a heavy sigh...this feeling is getting lighter and lighter as seconds go by... This one type feeling is no longer an issue... Toss it out like an old used tissue...


Feeling of feelings, is all I can say...

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