Happiness

I fight with you constantly...
Consistantly, you torture me
Tease me...
As you hang in frong of me
Just barely out of my reach..
As if to teach me that I can't
Always get what I want...
But  how can you deny me?
Why are you smiling?
Laughing...
Taunting me..
I'm so tired of chasing you..
I'm exhausted from it.
My heart beat races
When I see you staring me in the face
Making tiny steps closer to you
Slowly strecthing my hand out to you
and just when I think I have you...
Again, you run away..
Stop playing with me emotionally,
I can't take it
The toll you have on me is slowly
Steadily...
Killing me
Depressing me..
And suppressing me..
Tearing and eating away at me
Won't you please just stop
Tormenting me.
How fun is it for you to see me run
After you....
Day after day
Pray for you...
Night after night...
It just isn't right the way you are treating me.
I realizethat peapole usually give up on you
Spending their entire life trying to get ahold
Of yo, and then once they do;
It seems so hard for them to keep you.
Why is this true?
Is there something certain that I have to do?
Oh it is?!
You say it's called telling the truth,
And that's all I have to do
Why am I still waiting for you?
It's not that  I'm not ready,
I've been patiently waiting..
And watching your every move.
One day I know I will have you..

Happiness why do you teat me the way you do.

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