Mispreception of me given by the smile semi permanently plastered on my face. On the outside the visions before you seems so happy and care free, not a bother in world. Step a little bit closer, look a little bit deeper. See the sadness on the inside? That part I try to hide, until I'm home alone sitting in the darkness with nothing but the deafen silence to keep me company. Plagued with all the thoughts of my "wrongs" and none of my "rights", all of my "downs" and never the "ups". In the front of my mind, I'm the one who is always fucking up. Beating myself into the ground. Feeling like I can't do anything right. The broken images, misconstrued and twisted up faces. This what I see in the mirror.
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