Friday, April 12, 2013

Torn

My head keeps saying:
You don't need them
They're no good for you..
Remember how much they said they would never hurt you

My heart keeps saying:
Give them another chance
They promised they would change
Your love keeps them sane

I'm so Torn...

My head keeps saying:
Come this way it's time to let go.
They showed you who they really were
Days and months ago...

My heart keeps saying:
Remember when you went to the park
Stayed all day, even after dark
That time spent, so irreplaceable.

I'm so Torn

It's that never ending battle between my head and my heart
This turmoil is tearing me apart. Who do I listen to?
The head speaks the truth
While my heart feels for you..

I'm so Torn

If I keep listening to my heart it will end up in shattered pieces
That you will walk over carelessly when your in the mood not
To love me... 
My head can't take a lot of pressure because you can leave me
In a state of depression causing self worth to lessen.
On those good days when you can't get enough of me
Those are the days that I wish were more frequent
Because then maybe I'd believe it more when you
Said that you loved me...

I'm so Torn

It's like a rusty thorn stuck in my soul, so painful to touch
But if I pull it out it would be a gaping wound that bleeds
Slowly. But I was told all wounds heal...
I was told if I listen to my head then soon my heart will follow
I will have to learn to swallow those destroyed feelings inside
Even though it will feel like a piece of me died.

I'm so Torn....

It's that never ending battle between my head and my heart
This turmoil is tearing me apart. Who do I listen to?
The head speaks the truth
While my heart feels for you..

 Lady R © 2013