I Hardly Knew Me.

Waking up to cold days, going to bed to even colder nights. Looking into eyes with blank stares. Hearing contagious words that cause pointless fights. Trying to make up by saying "I Love you." and getting responses like, "Yeah alright."



Seems like I hardly knew you.



In you gut you know there is something that isn't right, but your heart won't let go; it wants to stay and fight.
Emotionless greetings. Smiles faded from a once beautiful face. The feeling of love no longer the soul it grace.

Seems like I hardly knew you.

Memories of what use to be. The happiness the feelings of being carefree. Now replaced with emptiness, a shell of thy former self. Distorted image reflecting in a broke glass and alas so unrecognizable . What were once dreamy eyes now lies swollen and blood shot from all the spiritual, tormenting, cries.

The questions...
No answers...
The images that replay daily...
And still stuck in that same scene...

That distorted image...
That unrecognizable face...
Those cold nights and pointless fights
The memories of everything...

With revelation it seems like I hardly knew me...


Lady R © 2013