I loved him with all of me. He was my heart and soul. He
was my everything. We laughed, I cried. We fought and each time a little piece
of me died. We made up, but my heart was still broken because some words and
apologies were left unspoken. Each time I got tired and tried to leave, I
couldn’t escape the tangled love we weaved.
I loved him with all of me. He was my heart and soul. He
was my everything. I’ve dealt with a lot
of bullshit from this man and yet and still I came back again. It was my mind
that was telling me to just suck the shit up and leave, but my heart wouldn’t
let me and the thought of if sometimes made my soul bleed. So I stayed to try
and make it work, but I can’t even express how much that hurt.
I loved him with all of me. He was my heart and soul. He
was my everything. So today I realized that this man really wasn’t for me. I
tried everything to make my heart believe, but my mind won the battle. He was
my first in a lot of things from my first love to my first heart break to the
first time I thought I found my soul mate. As hard as this is going to be for
me to leave it’s something that I have to do for me. So I’ll walk away with him
still holding on to a piece of me with the optimistic thought that one day we
will be ready…
I loved him with all of me. He was my heart and soul. He
was my everything.
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