I Have Something to Say

I have something to say
But I'm not quite sure how to say it
Words seem to escape me when the visions of you
Come into view
And what I had to say just disappears into thin air
The emotions of anger I felt melted when you
Came close and whispered in my ear...

I'm weakened by you..
Your physical presence, sometimes I detest it
But all gets forgiving by the loving I be getting
So mad at myself for falling once again for the
Psychical...
You talked your way out of an argument and into my panties
With this issue still unresolved ..

I have something to say...
For one minute can you stop with all this " I don't want to talk about it"
Just for one second can you listen?
Pissed off because you walk off with keys in hand
Yelling over your shoulder you going to hang out with your friends
Then hours later, you come back home with a much calmer tone
But smelling like a HER perfume..

You think I didn't notice?
Those weren't the clothes that you left in
And that fruity fragrance your skin is drenched in
Then you wonder why I get pissed at you all over again
See I was almost ready to say forget and forgive
But this right here lit a new fire
A new inferno of arguments...

I have something to say
Just shut up and listen this will be the last time I get my feelings in it
Over worked and under loved by you.
Continuously played for a fool
Ignoring all the women that called his house looking for you
Tired of trying I have no more try to give
Coming to the conclusion that loving you wasn't the best for us two.

I have something to say
I think I've said it
But just in case you don't get it..
I'll break it down to you..

Game over.. you lose.

Lady R © 2013