History

This place held so many memories
The type if memories I wish were history
Broken furnace so we had no heat.
Only thing to keep us warm was our bodies.
Parentless child, or should I say they were there but didn't care...

Wish these memories were history...

Worried about the next hit, or finding the money to get it.. that when I became a hot commodity. .. don't worry its not gonna hurt that long they would say to me. .

Wish these memories were history....

I would say faded pictures but there were none... anything that resembled happiness gone like a smoking gun
Didn't get to experience the meaning of fun.. my life was over before it begun

Wish these memories were history....

As I walk around the rubble of what use to be. I place a flower on the place I lost a part of me...
I wonder...
Do they remember my history. ...

Lady R © 2013