This Isn't Goodbye

Black and grey skies
Bone chilling winds
I hold on to him so tightly...
This isn't goodbye

Tears stream from my eyes...as I cry... arm wrapped around him and his emotionless response
This isn't goodbye

His body stiffens
His stare so blank
I can't take this feeling
This isn't goodbye

The harder I hugged him the more my vision became compromised. Our clothes saturated in crimson red.
But I can't let go..
This isn't goodbye..

As I inhaled and exhaled I felt his faint heart beat finally he put his weakened arms around me..
He whispered in my ear..

My heart aches because I know I must leave but when you look up at the stars and the biggest one twinkles that would be me. Watching and protecting you until we meet again.

He kisses my cheeks
Tell me loves me
The clouds open up above me..one last hug he gave me...

He walked toward the brightest glow I had ever seen...
He looked back at me
Smiled faintly...
Mouthed these words to me...

This isn't goodbye

Lady R (c) 2013