Replacement

I woke up so weary..
Body tired..
My racing..
Wondering "where is he"
It's 3:00 in the morning
He's not answering his phone..
And finally when I get an answer, it goes to
The dial tone...
What's going on..
I woke up so weary..
Body tired
Mind racing..
Thinking he's sleeping around on me
He came in at 6:00 this morning
Smelling of another woman's perfume
So I just presume that his dick smells like
Lady parts too since he hopped in the shower
As soon as he hit the door.
I followed him wanting answers..
To none was satisfying because I knew he was lying
I went back to bed
So much on my head
I woke up so weary..
Body tired..
Mind racing..
Heavy heart..shattered spirit..
Soul searching I must go
I picked up my bible and began my journey..
Discovering losing myself in flesh wasn't for me..
At 7:00 in the morning
I got breakfast ready
And waited for you to come downstairs
Groggy and happy that I wasn't fussing or fighting
You sat down to enjoy your meal..
I went back upstairs and packed all your ish
Threw it in a suitcase with bleach, ammonia, and some other ish..
I got tired of being tired
Got tired of being weary
As I continued.. I heard foot steps speeding down the hall
To see you running to the bathroom
After the food you just consumed
Filled with a laxative
I laughed at it as you moaned and groaned
Couldn't figure out if you were to sit on hug the throne.
By the time you had completed the sickness I placed upon you
All you ish and a cab was waiting for you out by the door..
What about the car?
Forget that. That's something I paid for.
I'm tired of waking up so weary..
Of my body being so tired..
Of my mind racing..
So to get rid of these symptoms
It's you I'm replacing.

Lady R © 2013